i still cannot get over that silver medal.

i feel really sorry to all those people who kept believing in me and the band.
i know it's not my fault.
but i cant take this feeling away from me.

when it was announced that anglican high school band no.33 clinched a silver
half of me collapsed.
and then before i knew it i burst into tears.
do you understand how difficult it is to accept that very moment when the band dropped from a gold with honours to a silver medal?
it's impossible to take it within my stride.
besides, i really felt that ahband's efforts were not being reciprocated with a desirable result.
the bonds we forged, the times we sacrificed, did that only amount to a silver?

but at the very least i can take comfort in knowing that ahband didn't let down our alumni.
our alumni are the nicest and most supportive people ever :)

i'm sorry i didnt go for the batch outing yesterday.
i couldn't get myself to be happy.

of the 6 gold with honours bands who performed for the first 2 days,
5 dropped to silver.
catholic high was equally crushed as us.

but anyway,
to all those people who mocked at us,
ahband doesn't end with a silver medal.

because our ahband spirit never dies. :)

give me a few more days to cry.
and then i promise i'll pick myself up again.