i've been hiding all hopes and dreams away
just in case i ever need them again someday

i've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
i've been searching but i just dont see the signs
i know that it's out there
there's got to be something for my soul somewhere

all i want to do is find a way back into love

somehow i'm not the same old me.
i'm tired.

there are things i can't say.
one thing i loathe about blogging is having to write within limited boundaries.

and then thrs preliminary english oral tomorow
i dont have this tad of anxiety.
this apathy is almost unreal.

anw my grades are making me choke.
the amount of Bs and Cs i've been receiving for my tests this term is appalling.
I MUST STUDY WELL FOR MY MID YEAR EXAMS!

can i be happy?

i want progress. i want you.