sigh.if only i could fill up the entire page with sighs to tell you how sad i'm feeling :(
this midyear exam for me, is totally screwed.it's like for every single paper i've sat for so far, i leave 20 over marks of questions unanwered.and i just dread the thought of getting back my exam results; with C5s and C6s stamped onto my papers. 4L's gonna do so well and i'm just gonna be our class's burden, pulling down our mean marks. fuckkkk.

i screwed emaths and i screwed amaths and i screwed physics and i screwed biology and i kinda screwed ss and history. and what really makes me guilty is that when i broke down the other day, my mum and sis were comforting me and being really nice to me. i dont understand why they're sympathising with me when i'm sucha major disappointment. and it's not like i messed up my papers when i studied well for them. i messed them up cos of last minute revision; like studying only the day before the papers. maybe this is a wake up call for me.

anyway i went out with sab and hweeli aft our physics paper today.needed to de-stress.initially we planned to watch spiderman, but i only had four purple notes in my wallet hahas. wenta bugis pastamania to eat my ham & sausage baked rice! :) k good food makes me happy. nd we took neoprints :) shall post them when i kope those pictures from sabrina's blog hee. cus my scanner's totally dead yeahh.

nd mothers' day is in 2 days!

think i should go studyy.i WILL do well for emath paper 2.
shall have this lil bit of faith left in myself.

byebye.